Feeling Low

Low

-Kelly Clarkson-

Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
By why'd you have to go
And make a mess like that
Well I just have to say before I let go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
Cause what you did was low

No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd
Hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
Cause what you did was low

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
This to show for all the time I loved you so

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
Cause what you did was low

I'm afraid this is going to be a looooong entry. Please bare with me here. I'm feeling super low today. So that explain the song above. Besides that I'm a huge fan of Kelly Clarkson. Don't you guys think she's an amazing singer. Like really. that not a single song on her album that i would skip. Love every single one of her songs and don't mind hearing it over and over again everyday. :) Would definitely love to catch her live in Singapore. So who wants to go with me??? 

Why am i feeling so low???? I don't have an answer to that either. Its weird. This i-don't-know-what-i'm-feeling kind of feeling. You get me? I don't think you did. But it's ok. Sometimes somethings just doesn't make any sense at all. Before i add on the confusion to an already confused reader...let me just think of a nice thing to talk about. ( I seriously just felt like i needed to write something so...bare with me)

Ok let's talk about my trip to Bangkok, Thailand this Friday. That's something to look forward to isn't it. Beside the not so good weather in Thailand, I'm still looking forward to the trip. A much needed holiday. Away from work, away from home and the best part is, I get to go on an ATV ride, play paintball and, my favourite of all time, ARCHERY. Gonna put that marksmanship title to a test after so long. Although archery is far from a rifle or a revolver but the thrill is still the same. Hitting the target. Bull's Eye. :D We will be visiting the tiger temple too. Gonna catch an up close and personal experience with the tigers. So stay tune for the 'Most needed Vacation' entry.*wink ;)

Next good news is that my sister, my beloved most sporting sister is back. There's just a thousand reason why i love her. Besides that she has the two most adorable kids in the world, (when you have your own niece or nephew or your own kids you'll think just like me) is that she is the only one that i can bring (or drag) along to anything that i want to do anytime. Like she's following me for the Bangkok trip and we have bought a ticket to watch Mega Lawak at Max Pavilion the following Sunday when we return from the trip. We even plan to watch Bohsia 2 and Madagascar 3 once we are back from the trip. Now can you see just why i love her? The only sister (out of the 3 that i had) who loves what i love. I'm having The Dictator on my must watch movie list. It's definitely good to have her back. :)

OhMyGod...writing aimlessly has bring back my mood. Now i know what to do when I'm feeling like the whole world have crash and i just feel like shit. Just write whatever that is on my mind. Shall recommend this remedy to all out there who feels absolutely low. Try it guys. 

Ok there's some officers coming over for some stupid inspection so got to go now.  A not so looooong entry after all. :)

Lots Of Love

     ella