Oblivious Me

There's something that i realized about myself. I can be too damn oblivious to the things around me at times. Not only things but people too. Especially when I'm concentrating on one thing. Like for example when I'm watching the television...my mum (or whoever) will have to probably shout and scream my name before i realized that they are actually talking to me.Very bad huh. But that's me. In my work place..the recent appraisal thing they did, the comment for me was "can be oblivious to her surrounding at times". Nothing new i guess. Back in school, during the Parents Teacher conference, the one feedback that my parents have to hear every year is that i love to day dream in class when the teacher is teaching.

I'm pretty much an observer too. That at times i felt like my brain works 24/7 round the clock without rest. If I'm not day dreaming, the brain will be analyzing whatever the eyes see. The people in the train, the clothes they wear, the kids that run around or playing with the latest gadgets. Semua la. :) So what i am trying to say is that... day dreaming is not really a bad thing la. Where i am now (not that I'm the most successful person around or anything) is partially due to the day dreams that i dreamed. It somehow kept me motivated and sane enough to continue my hopes and ambition in life. Being oblivious has a good and not so good part of it too. :) The good thing is that i can say that I'm very focused at the one thing I do, resulting in me shutting the rest of the world out < = OBLIVIOUS. The bad thing is that... I'm letting the whole female citizen of the world down. Why? Simply because they always say women can MULTITASK. Well sorry ladies...i can't or maybe just most of the times la ar. :)

Anyway..it's gonna be a very busy busy busy weekend for me. Lots of things to settle for the engagement on Sunday. Not mine. My brother's. :) I'm his unpaid P.A. Making sure all is ready. The gubahan and hantaran stuff. Trip to Geylang for his baju melayu and the hantaran boxes. Going to make another trip to Spotlight at PS today for the cloth to lay inside the box and decorating the box later at night. Saturday will be a busy day as well. Gotta pay the floweriest a visit to get the flowers for brother to bring on Sunday.Off to Marriott's office after that to settle stuff for our 'much needed vacation'. Lastly to deliver the self-customized boxes to each of the aunts house for them to place their gubahan. Now do i make a good P.A or what. ;)

Till the next entry....

Lots of Love

    ella