It's The Climb

" Cause there's always gonna be another mountain 

I'm always gonna wanna make it move 

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose. 

Ain't about how fast i get there 

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side 

It's the climb" -The Climb: Miley Cyrus-

I have always find comfort in this song. It kind of motivates me but at the same time helps me to keep my feet on the ground. In other words be realistic in your dream and to never give up. And whats important is the journey to the top. ;)

When i was young (not that i'm old now) i always have dreams that changes every other time i saw something new. When i went to school for the first time i tell myself i'll be a teacher one day (it did come true although for a short period of time). Than there was the ER drama. So yeah i wanna be a doctor. ahahaha... Than there's Buffy the Vampire slayer. I wanted to be her before i realize that vampires do not exist. Than there's Charmed (my favourite show of all time) But i knew there's no such thing as demons and witches and vanquishing potions and whitelighter so i only wish there would be something as cool as that in real life. :D

Now that i'm older wiser, i know what i want. It's just the getting there part that needs to be figured out. Remember how i say the media is the most powerful influential tool ever in this era. Well i know i want to part of this influence. But as what? that wasn't a clear picture until a few days ago. I wanna be a Art Director. Besarnye cite-cite. ahahahha... but of cause will start from the bottom.

If i were to tell this to my parents i think they are gonna freak out. yela mane taknye...nak belaja Usuluddin lepas tu nak jadi art director. takde kene mengene langsung kan.  Actually the reason why i took Islamic studies is because i feel this is my responsibility. To know, to understand and to satisfy this brain of mine that always came up with unanswered questions about the religion. And at the same time to spread it through media. Simply because people of today relies on media too much. It's like they'll be handicap without it. Me included.

Than why don't i just go for courses and seminars instead of wasting my time in Uni? Well you see to me its not the time or the outcome that matters. Its about getting there. The experience, the knowledge, the environment, all this teaches me some very important and valuable lessons. And something to fall back upon when everything else fails. :) You gotta plan for rainy day don't cha. ;p

And to further prove my point....i participate in the recent 7km run, Larian Gemilang held by my college. I knew i couldn't win of cause. But like i say its not about the outcome it's about getting there. It's about challenging myself. It's about getting out of the comfort zone and to try new things. I said that i'll try to challenge the limit for this semester right..well this is just the beginning.

The run was tiring no doubt. Endless hills and slopes. But i'm glad i manage to finish the run without any dramas in between. I was tempted to give up. You know like throw myself on the ground and act like i fainted or dehydrate or something so they will send the ambulance and i'll be carried away. hahahaha...

I did what i always do when i feel like giving up. I made it fun and enjoyable. I made the run mine. It is again mind over matter.

Wakil-wakil TKDUM

Starting line

This was our 1st band. We have to collect 4 bands in total.

Our 2nd band. :)

I learned something that day. Not to be greedy and finish the whole cup of water. ;p

Our 3rd band. And wanna guess where this band brings us to???

Taraaaa.....Bukit Cinta yang tercinta. I have no idea who manage to run up that mountain hill but walking up was tiring  enough for me. I was panting breath all the way up there. This is the killer.

We made it through Bukit Cinta. We got our last band for the run. hip hip hurray!!!!

We made it! We made it! We made it!!!!!!!!!!!

Whats important is that we had fun!

Our top 20. They came in 13th, 14th & 15th. Order is from the right. Congratulation guys.

It's not mine. tolong pegang je. :p

So you see guys...in life you gotta go out there and find the key that will unlock your future. You don't just sit around and wait for it to come to you or worse for someone else to find it for you. Naah! never wait but get up and do it. For yourself.

" The struggles i'm facing

The chances i'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking." -The Climb: Miley Cyrus-

Lots of Love

      ella